Sometimes Life Does Not Allow...

Turning back the pages of my life, I am festooned with emotions that took a hold on me. We keep fighting to do things that we like and once we do so, start pondering over was it right. Losing someone you love is like a pain that keeps you teasing throughout your life. One thing that will never leave you is the very thought that you could have hold him going away from you but things just did not work out. 

Dwelling in unexpressed and hard to retain emotions, I simply could not walk out of the memories that needed to be forsaken by now. Who says your life is what you make of it? Sometimes things just slip out of your palm like uncontrolled sand. How hard you may to try to retain sand in your hand, you tend to lose it within few seconds.

How many cherishable moments that I could have spent with the person but it spoiled because of the self-obsessed ego. Once I realized, it was too late to get the things back on the track. It is not about just one person, indeed there were many.

Life is an exquisitely woven network of webs which challenges us to get out of them. That network sometimes brings complications, unfolds surprises and then leaves you with unfulfilled desires.

Similarly, you come in contact with a person who shares good equation and seems to paint your life with a different colour. His charm keeps you hypnotized and he occupies a prized place in your life. When you start sharing your emotional bond, he takes control over your life.

Soaking in his affection, you exactly cannot figure out ‘Why’. Enjoying his company, you grow as a person and then left with a silent adieu...

Sometimes life just does not allow you to be the way you want!



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Dedicated to a person who I always wanted to be friends with!